| Wow, I mean Wow its been FOREVER AND FOREVERS that i have not written in this lonely ghost town.So I guess right now at this moment...I feel comepletly BLEH, like i want to sleep and not wake up. Starboi is no longer in my life...well like for few min of each day...not even. I EFFIN MISS HIM.
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| i'll write later i don't feel like it, funny i haven't felt like writing since forever. Oh wellz.
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| SNOT TISSUE, that's all i really have to say.
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| DX Ahhhhh Stupid Xanga. I tried to sign in and it wouldn't let me, it took me like half an hour to sign in. ugh anyways
I'm boerd and i feel tierd well yea
My B-Day is almost here and i should be all YEaaaaaaaaaaaaaaehfoiwe oooohhhhh thingy *smily face ^_^
but i'm all...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D: I'm OLD.
lol so yea lol lol muahahahahahahahah i'm not crazy tell them captain blue bunny i'm not crazy *he's not crazy
see told ya.
well yea i just wanted to update now i shall put two drawing that i did for gaia online. K
with an itchy palm and soon 19yrs old.
box-boi
HOSHII-BOY XD ZOMG! WE LOVE YOU *SCREAMS IN CROWDS. Yea the last one is not for gaia but i did it for fun. k laterz laterz IF YOU CAN'T SEE THE PICS WELL JUST CLICK TO ENLARGE, Mmk!!!
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| I decided that I should write something before I go to sleep.Its finally firday; pretty late though. Its have been an interesting day yesterday; well not really; my whole day was just cut short on account of my lazy ass, lol. The only good thing that happen was the Christmas concert that I went to see. I was happy because i got to see the one I'm usually dying to see everyday, wish that was possible. The performace was excellent; I wish i could scream his name, but i was sick so i couldn't. I feel lost, though I'm not I still do. I can't sleep, not because I'm sad or anything related to such matter....I'm just jumpy. I sort of lost point in sleeping; which is funny because sleeping always calms me down and sometimes diminishes my sorrows, but now i feel that my use for that is not really useful as I tought it was, its just silly. I've been getting nausea also; I'm not quite sure why I'm having all of this unexpected complications or why I don't treat them. I feel that I must make things right, I have goals in this life that seem less important as the small goals that i really need to accomplish. I want to make things the way they were. I wish for the past, but if I notice what i wrote.....I just wish.
One day, I guess.....hope.
I must get a shovel and dig within me and discover who i am, no what I've done. I know who I am...now I must find the truth. To make things right, tears must be shed and hearts pinched......its worth it, for me that is.
I'm sorry for things that I still haven't done and for thing that i've done. Though my family says that there is no really a use for an apology; its the only thing i can really offer now.
"how I want to bleed in your arms and sleep in your body of my lost paradise"
-box-boi
with unexplanable lost and a quest of knowledge
box-boi
Gomenasai Hoshii-Boi.
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